I'm a little worried about many things if I were to move out on my own. The main concern is that I would get lonely and since I would have a lot of space I would end up buying a bunch of animals. There would be no one to tell me it was a bad idea, so I would probably wind up with a heap of alpacas and chickens.
I’m also worried that I would have to get roommates…but I cannot imagine living with any of my friends and not hating them and I don’t want to live with someone I don’t know because they might murder me in my sleep.
Also, I imagine it would either make my anxiety and subsequent depression a ton better and fix all my problems, or make it ten times worse. Because really I would have so little reason to leave my house. I have my horses in the backyard, I’d end up ordering my groceries and anything else I wanted online and I’m not a super social person, so seeing friends is pretty minimal.
Another issue is that if my Dad decides that I can’t cope on my own (because obviously he knows me better than I do) then he would live with me, without my brother, just me and him…let me tell you something about my relationship with my Dad, it’s not good. I think I would start spending ludicrous amounts of money on things from the shopping channel just to quell my rage at him.
